another crappy day at the studio

I went to the studio for a good part of the day and would have been better off staying home. I am not sure what is going on but I just can't get anything done. I do a lot of staring and walking around and rearranging, that's about all. I am not inspired at all. Anything I put on canvas or paper has just been horrible lately. I have gotten bored with my work and don't know how to fix that. I feel there should be more to the work. I don't think I am connected to my art. I just make it and that is that. I am missing the bond I think, which makes me feel uninspired. I think what I love, art, is what also makes me the most miserable. I will leave you with a great piece of art by one of my favs, Jenny Saville.