another crappy day at the studio

I went to the studio for a good part of the day and would have been better off staying home. I am not sure what is going on but I just can't get anything done. I do a lot of staring and walking around and rearranging, that's about all. I am not inspired at all. Anything I put on canvas or paper has just been horrible lately. I have gotten bored with my work and don't know how to fix that. I feel there should be more to the work. I don't think I am connected to my art. I just make it and that is that. I am missing the bond I think, which makes me feel uninspired. I think what I love, art, is what also makes me the most miserable. I will leave you with a great piece of art by one of my favs, Jenny Saville.

11:15 pm

Just got home from work. Early night equals not much money. About to sit down and watch a movie with Jen. Good night!

3:20 pm

I am about to go to my second job as I mentioned before. Vest, check. Bow tie, check. Lets make some money tonight. Still can't find my chapstick. Isn't winter over yet? Be back in the a.m.

12:24 pm

Lunch break. The Atlantic cod was alright. I will be out of here at 2 o'clock and off to my bar tending duties at 4 o'clock. What a day!

9:30 am

9:30 is first break. Finishing up the energy drink and eating a cup of noodles. I left the glue running this morning and it went everywhere. It's on my boots. I am thinking about going to Wendy's for lunch today. Atlantic Cod. Lips are chapped and bleeding. I cannot find my chap stick.

7:16 am

I am about to begin working. I have the usual energy drink and frozen pizza for breakfast. Exciting.

Have not posted in almost 2 weeks. In a rut. Can't stop drawing Curious George.