just rambling

I just feel the need to write today.  I have not posted as much as I would like this year so I guess that means not much has been happening.  It has been a weird month, feeling really busy and overwhelmed which is odd.  With what you ask?  I have no idea.  I mean, we still haven't gotten around to doing taxes yet.
I was getting the show together, picked up some more hours at the cabinet shop because the bar tending gig has been slow.  I need to make money, ya know?  More hours working means less at the studio, yada, yada, yada.  Jen and I were looking at a new house and going back and forth about moving (we are not!) and just trying to figure out what my place in the world is.  It sounds really cheesy, but it is the truth.  There has to be more to my life then what I am doing now.
I have been thinking about going back to school, not sure if it will be for a masters or just another degree.  No matter what it will be art related and I think I will find myself back in the rut I am still in.  It makes me wish I hated art.  Nothing is promising.
WE have moved full steam ahead I think on doing a little remodeling of our house.  That started yesterday.  It seems that the basement and attic are going to get it first followed by some tiles downstairs and a bathroom makeover.  The goal is do it in a month.  Good thing the bar tending picked up and now my weekends will be packed with work!  Like I said, I need to make money.
Anyways, please still visit me here because I will try to post more often and things more interesting then this post that probably doesn't make sense!